I really don’t give a shit about what’s going on at Tumblr. I was never here for the porn. I always thought it was stupid that the first thing that people said when I mentioned my blog was “isn’t tumblr where all the porn is?”. No, dumbass… that’s what pornhub is for. Among a couple other dozen sites. You won’t get porn if you don’t follow porn; it’s that simple. You can choose who & what you see on your feed by way of choosing bloggers with good content. I follow artists, writers, bloggers who, like me, just want to journal their own thoughts & photos symbolizing what’s in our heads. And yes, the occasional erotica or sexual expression. I have always said that Tumblr is a journal & the most accurate representation of who I am as a person. My journey is in my archives. I’ve even begun a new one representing my relationship with Andrew.

When all this ridiculousness dies down, I’ll still be here posting the same content I always did. Because tits are everywhere on the internet. But the log of my path is here. Ten plus years of my life is here. I’m not abandoning that just because people are too lazy to find someplace else to jack off.

Also, tumblr staff, you are fucking retarded.

I’ve had this blog for, at very least, 8 years. Every part of my path is here. This blog is my life journal. It has been the most genuine, most accurate representation of who I am as a person. But for some reason, I’m having a difficult time remembering who I was when I was making this blog. Or maybe it’s just that I’m forgetting who I was trying to become. Maybe I just changed my mind about who I wanted to be. But I swear I’m still here. Still trying. Still evolving. My followers have been a substantial part of my motivation. And my motivation is what keeps me going so I’m very grateful for all of you. And I hope that everyone has an excellent day, week, year, for that matter. If you’re ever feeling worthless, please don’t. Because if you follow me you are worth something to me. I hope with my whole heart that that means something. You were there for me even if you don’t realize it. If you follow me, you helped me love myself. Unless you’re porn blog. In which case you can fuck the fuck off. Everyone else deserves a million dollars right now.